Life has never entirely held that spark for me.
Since I was in university, I have felt basically as though life is more something to get through than it is to live & truly enjoy.
And, I entirely don’t love that about myself. So much so that I have reached out to numerous therapists & have run the gamut when it comes to all the antidepressants. It just seemed all so hopeless to me. However, that has changed up quite a bit now. A neighbor of mine who uses recreational marijuana recommended that we visit the local cannabis shop to help her pick out a sativa strain she had been looking for. Come to find out, she had planned ahead for us to spend the weekend together for the express reason to introduce me to some enjoyable cannabis products. Had she asked me to try recreational marijuana, I certainly would have declined. Not that I have anything against the use of recreational marijuana products. And I don’t actually buy into all that nonsense & myths that have surrounded the use of marijuana products for so long. Mainly, I would have declined because she normally smokes the cannabis products in flower form. And I just am not able to deal with smoke. This is why she walked myself and others directly over to the vast array of edible cannabis products in the cannabis dispensary. I obtained one & we went to the park for a picnic where I ate for a short while. I have to say that after that experience, I now see how life can be viewed quite differently. It was such an eye opening experience & it was enjoyable to be with someone who could help guide me through that first fantastic experience. This won’t be my last trip to the cannabis dispensary.