Life just never has never really held that spark for me.
Since about highschool, I have felt as though live is more something to get through than it is to live and enjoy.
And, I really don’t like that about myself. So much so that I have reached out to many therapists and have run the gamut when it comes to all the antidepressants. It just seemed all so hopeless. However, that has changed up a bit now. A friend of mine who uses recreational marijuana suggested that we visit the local cannabis spot to help her pick out a sativa strain she had been looking for. Come to find out, she had planned ahead for us to spend the weekend together for the express reason to introduce me to cannabis products. Had she asked me to try recreational marijuana, I probably would have declined. Not that I have anything against the use of recreational marijuana. And I don’t buy into all that nonsense and myths that have surrounded the use of marijuana products. Mainly, I would have declined because she normally smokes the cannabis products in flower form. And I just can’t deal with smoke. This is why she walked me directly over to the vast array of edible cannabis products in the marijuana dispensary. I bought one and we went to the park for a picnic where I ate a bit. I have to say that after that experience, I now see how life can be viewed very differently. It was such an eye opening experience and it was great to be with someone who could help guide me through that first experience. This won’t be my last trip to the cannabis dispensary.