I guess the first thing that made the most difference was accepting the fact that I indeed had an eating disorder… Then next best thing was that I was able to reach out and find help from professionals committed to helping me get better… I’m also tipping my cap to the cannabis products I get at the cannabis dispensary.
The staff in there have been absolutely good and have kept me current and know-howable about all the medical marijuana benefits, and still, being a guy, it felt even tougher for me to acknow-how that indeed, I had a real problem with food.
I’m 32 now however all of this absolutely started my senior year of high college. I was regularly sort of pudgy and not legitimately athletic, and but I so wanted to fit in more and I felt terrible about my size. So that’s when the binging and then starving myself started. It was like a yo you for such a long time. I pretended to myself that I had a handle on all of this when in fact, it was handling me, and just a couple of years ago, my bloodwork came back clearly showing that I was malnourished. But I actually liked the fact that I was skinny. I was also binging and purging my that point as well, but one of the first things I did when I got into therapy was to figure out how to get a medical marijuana card! My healthcare expert suggested that the cannabis products could help me notice and accept having a healthy appetite. I now see food as beautiful fuel for my body and soul. The cannabis flower products absolutely have made quite a difference.