My life has been a turmoil fest in so many ways.
I was born and bred into turmoil.
The house I grew up in was abusive and just filled with drama. It was not an environment to bring kids into. Unfortunately, my parents just didn’t understand what they were doing at all. And they were just kids themselves really. Suddenly, they had mouths to feed and all these responsibilities but no tangible skills or tools with which to approach life. I wish they could have had access to legal weed because I think that would have been very helpful for them. Instead, they were people who worked too much and then drank way too much. Alcohol was their release. Had it been recreational marijuana, I think our family would have been far better off. Living and growing up in that toxic atmosphere had a terrible effect on me. And I grew into an adult that was stressed out, anxious and generally miserable. I saw the world as a place that was fraught with traps and problems. I too began to turn to alcohol. Fortunately, I met someone who got me away from that. She was into using recreational marijuana as a holistic health tool. This was very intriguing to me because she had a calm about her that was magnificent. I began to use legal cannabis and focus on being peaceful and welcoming calm and patience to my life. It didn’t happen overnight, but with the help of recreational cannabis and a holistic approach, I feel better than I ever have.