It’s sort of like being a bit of a baby or a toddler all over again.
I’m teaching myself just how to eat again.
This isn’t because I have some sort of memory loss or anything like that. But I have suffered with an eating disorder for more than a decade. With medical cannabis plus the kind people at the cannabis dispensary, I’m clawing our way back to health. Body image plus eating disorder went hand in hand for me. I was not someplace near the images that I was regularly seeing. This led me to gradually fall into a state where I either starved myself or went through cycles of binging plus purging. Therapy plus medical cannabis are helping understand what a healthy appetite plus diet are all about. But it hasn’t been straight-forward. When you have instilled behaviors for so long it takes a lot of commitment plus effort to retrain yourself. This is tploy for me. However, I just didn’t have a choice. I became so completely unhealthy that it landed me in the hospital. This is where it became apparent I needed to make some substantial time life fluctuations. Doing what I had to do in order to get a medical marijuana card was one of the first things I did once I had a therapist. She was onboard with the medical cannabis as section of our treatment. Having plus appetite plus then eating healthy food to satisfy that appetite was so foreign to me. Fortunately, the cannabis flower products helped me with our appetite. Then, I could respond with a new behavior of eating great healthy foods which nourish our body.