It’s strenuous to genuinely pinpoint when I actively started having an eating disorder.
In some ways, it goes back to when I was just a little kid. I was big for our age and the other kids made fun of our size. They called myself and others fat but I was sort of normal just large. And that led to myself and others not eating right. With help from medical cannabis and the legal weed shop, I’m increasing all of that. The binging and purging didn’t start until our last few years in highschool. And it just got worse over the ensuing decade. Finally, I was in trouble with our health and had to seek professional help. Thankfully, I have a good support network of doctors and counselors who are helping myself and others get our life back. Part of our regimen is using cannabis products. The counselor helped myself and others learn how to get a medical marijuana card. And the people at the legal weed shop were so good in showing myself and others how to use it. They were also genuinely instrumental in finding just the right cannabis products that suit our individual needs. The medical marijuana does two things for me. It helps myself and others think a natural sort of hunger and appetite. This is important for myself and others as I have tricked myself into seeing our appetite as the enemy. With medical marijuana, I think that appetite is natural. The cannabis products also help myself and others to relax and let go of so much of our anxiety over body image troubles that are at the heart of our eating disorder.