It’s difficult to legitimately pinpoint when I actively started having an eating disorder.
In some ways, it goes back to when I was just a little kid. I was massive for our age & the other youngsters made fun of our size. They called me fat even though I was sort of normal just large. And that led to me not eating right. With help from medical cannabis & the legal weed shop, I’m decreasing all of that. The binging & purging didn’t start until our last few years in highuniversity. And it just got worse over the ensuing decade. Finally, I was in trouble with our health & had to seek professional help. Thankfully, I have a great support network of nurses & counselors who are helping me get our life back. Part of our regimen is using cannabis products. The counselor helped me learn how to get a medical marijuana card. And the people at the legal weed shop were so great in showing me how to use it. They were also really instrumental in finding just the right cannabis products that suit our individual needs. The medical marijuana does numerous things for me. It helps me feel a natural sort of hunger & appetite. This is pressing for me as I have tricked myself into seeing our appetite as the enemy. With medical marijuana, I think that appetite is natural. The cannabis products also help me to relax & let go of so much of our anxiety over body image issues that are at the heart of our eating disorder.